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- Maria
- God has blessed me tremendously with an amazing husband, Doug, and two gorgeous little boys, Gavin and Joey. It has always been a dream of mine to have a large family but God may have other plans. I had a series of 6 consecutive early miscarriages when trying for baby #2. We are currently trying for baby #3 after our 7th miscarriage. I am faithful that God's plan is perfect, even when I am not happy about it. I love comments and meeting new followers so please don't be shy!
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Monday, January 14, 2013
10 Days
Being pregnant after a loss or losses, is a awkward place to be. I'm not trying to conceive anymore but reluctant to jump with both feet into a world of pregnancy and baby bumps. It really is a one day at a time kind of thing. Each day that passes is one day closer to our appointment to hopefully hear a heartbeat. I only have 10 more days to go until I can breathe just a little bit easier.
I won't lie. I have spent a lot of time looking back at this post from last year. I was pregnant one day and then not pregnant the next. My test line went from dark to not dark. My world came crashing down just one day from when I allowed myself to think that that pregnancy was going to end with a baby. To say that I am not a little worried that the same is going to happen would be an understatement.
I keep reminding myself of these things:
1. I really think that my having a very thin lining as evidenced both by ultrasounds and by my scant, light periods, really was a contributing factor to my losses. I know that my lining was a perfect 9.6 mm.
2. With my other losses, I have been sick. It seemed to start around the time implantation would take place and I would feel better when the bleeding started. This time, much like with my pregnancy with Joey, I feel good!
3. This is from 22 days past ovulation last year-
I won't lie. I have spent a lot of time looking back at this post from last year. I was pregnant one day and then not pregnant the next. My test line went from dark to not dark. My world came crashing down just one day from when I allowed myself to think that that pregnancy was going to end with a baby. To say that I am not a little worried that the same is going to happen would be an understatement.
I keep reminding myself of these things:
1. I really think that my having a very thin lining as evidenced both by ultrasounds and by my scant, light periods, really was a contributing factor to my losses. I know that my lining was a perfect 9.6 mm.
2. With my other losses, I have been sick. It seemed to start around the time implantation would take place and I would feel better when the bleeding started. This time, much like with my pregnancy with Joey, I feel good!
3. This is from 22 days past ovulation last year-
Yesterday at 21 days past ovulation and I got this-
I'm still nervous but feeling better with everyday that passes. For now... I am off to take a nap.
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