I don't know what is going on with me.  I just can't seem to gather my thoughts lately let alone organize them into an easy to read post.  So today, I have decided to do some random thoughts.

• Lets get the TTC stuff out of the way and say that I am 7 dpo and have already tested.  Twice.  I am ridiculous.  There should be meetings for people like me. 

• I have spent the better part of the last 2 weeks in the kitchen making and canning tons of things but mostly things containing tomatoes.  Did you know that your hands can get pruney from tomatoes?  Yes.  They can.  I am tired of tomatoes. 

• A friend's father passed away and Doug was talking to our friend on the phone.  Gavin was confused since Doug is wasn't a part of our bedtime routine so he, of course, asked what he was doing.  I explained that our friend was sad and that daddy needed to help her feel better. Gavin asked why she was sad.  I thought for a minute since I wasn't sure I wanted to talk about a person dying.  I chose my words wisely.  I told Gavin that she was sad because she missed her daddy.  I should have known that Gavin would have kept on asking questions.  Gavin asked where her daddy went so, since I feel it is important to be honest, I said, "He went to Heaven."  Gavin thought for a second and said, "When you go to Heaven you don't come back?"  I told him, "No."  Then Gavin looked right at me and said...  "It's okay.  Jesus is going to go to Heaven and tell her daddy that he can go home now."  

• What do you get when you cross a women who has a true and very real phobia of public speaking with a radio talk show host?  You get me.  I have now done 3 radio shows and I am getting better at it each time.  While I would love to have you all listen and even call in, the realization that people are actually listening might freak me out.  But go ahead and call in!  I might freak out but it will be the good kind of freak out... mostly!  http://www.ttccommunity.com/index.php/radio-show  The live show is Sunday night at 9 pm EST!

• I'm going to be 36 in a couple of days.  That sucks.  But, I can't help but hope for a little bit of good news of the two lined variety to help me celebrate.  

That is all for now.  I hope you all are well and for those who are also trying to get pregnant, I have already commanded AF to not show up for anyone on my birthday.  Thursday has been declared no AF day.   That hag had better listen!