If you are a fan on Facebook or follow on Twitter, you know that I am not celebrating with a two lined test in my hand.  In fact, I had 3 separate one lined tests on three different days further cementing my suspicions that what I was feeling was my period moving into town.  But, as unusual as it may seem, I was okay.  I was fine with cycle number 15 beginning instead of cycle number 14 ending.  Instead of focusing on the failure of yet another cycle, I am choosing to really look forward to the fact that I am just one month closer to my next baby.  This is exciting!

I know that the fact that I am going to try Clomid this cycle has something to do with my enthusiasm.  But it still holds true that even though I am not already pregnant, wonderful things are going to happen to me.  I go tomorrow morning for an ultrasound to, I assume, get a baseline before I start the Clomid in a couple of days.

The past few days, I have had two sick kids.  Gavin had a double ear infection and Joey has just been fighting a cough and cold.  Today, since it was a beautiful day and both were feeling significantly better, we let them play outside on our freshly finished play set.  With my camera in hand, I caught some amazing examples of how important it is to look past the sad moments to catch the perfection of sheer happiness.





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