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- God has blessed me tremendously with an amazing husband, Doug, and two gorgeous little boys, Gavin and Joey. It has always been a dream of mine to have a large family but God may have other plans. I had a series of 6 consecutive early miscarriages when trying for baby #2. We are currently trying for baby #3 after our 7th miscarriage. I am faithful that God's plan is perfect, even when I am not happy about it. I love comments and meeting new followers so please don't be shy!
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Saturday, October 20, 2012
Cycle Day 1 and Why I am Infertile... Maybe
Yep. I said it. My period showed up. This cycle was a bust.
A few days ago I was a wreck. My hormones, synthetic ones and the real ones, were going crazy. Between the acne of a teenager, the emotional stability of a toddler, and the patience of a gnat, I was a real pleasant person to be around. When I finally stopped having phantom symptoms and inconclusive pregnancy tests, I felt moderately better. I graciously invited my family back into the house in exchange for pumpkin bread and large amounts of Starbucks. See? I can be nice.
I do plan on asking my doctor about what we can do to improve my lining. I do not want to do another IUI unless my lining is significantly better. I did my share of research and found plenty of studies that showed that the structure of the lining was actually more important (triple stripe pattern), but I also found countless sites and personal accounts where their doctor wouldn't even do an IUI unless the lining was at least 8 mm. So, my pathetic 5 just isn't going to cut it.
Who's ready for my latest theory?
Maybe not. Having a shorter, lighter period can mean that my lining is too thin and that there isn't enough there for a fertilized egg to implant or implant well. My theory is that having a thin lining may very well have been the primary cause of my early losses, all 8 of them. Now that I am on cycle 30 of TTC baby #3, I can't help but wonder if I need to find a way to get Aunt Flo to stay a little longer. Perhaps I need to offer her a glass of red wine? Maybe buy her a nice pair of white pants? Should I ask her to linger by planning a vacation where I plan to flaunt my not quite bikini ready body (by "not quite," I mean "not even close")? How about I set up a buffet of deep fried cheese and chocolate fondue? I'm completely open to suggestions.
I don't know if the RE might suggest estrogen supplementation or if he might have another plan but I promise you, I am all ears.
Until then, please pass the pumpkin bread and throw some ice cream on it, please. Coffee? Don't mind if I do.
I do plan on asking my doctor about what we can do to improve my lining. I do not want to do another IUI unless my lining is significantly better. I did my share of research and found plenty of studies that showed that the structure of the lining was actually more important (triple stripe pattern), but I also found countless sites and personal accounts where their doctor wouldn't even do an IUI unless the lining was at least 8 mm. So, my pathetic 5 just isn't going to cut it.
Who's ready for my latest theory?
Why I am Infertile: Theory #974,672
When I was trying for our first baby, my periods were probably 4 days long and I had what I always considered to be a normal amount of bleeding. Then after Gavin showed up on the scene, I was happy to note that Ol' Aunt Flo started packing lighter and didn't stay as long. I should celebrate right?!Maybe not. Having a shorter, lighter period can mean that my lining is too thin and that there isn't enough there for a fertilized egg to implant or implant well. My theory is that having a thin lining may very well have been the primary cause of my early losses, all 8 of them. Now that I am on cycle 30 of TTC baby #3, I can't help but wonder if I need to find a way to get Aunt Flo to stay a little longer. Perhaps I need to offer her a glass of red wine? Maybe buy her a nice pair of white pants? Should I ask her to linger by planning a vacation where I plan to flaunt my not quite bikini ready body (by "not quite," I mean "not even close")? How about I set up a buffet of deep fried cheese and chocolate fondue? I'm completely open to suggestions.
I don't know if the RE might suggest estrogen supplementation or if he might have another plan but I promise you, I am all ears.
Until then, please pass the pumpkin bread and throw some ice cream on it, please. Coffee? Don't mind if I do.
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I think you're very in tune with your body, Maria. I hope the talk with your doctor goes well and you can come to a comfortable decision!! In my prayers! Sending love!
Xoxox
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